sorry i havent posted in like forever.  ive been sp preoccupied with my life.  anyways.  i went to florida again to visit seth, and pretty much were broken up.  fuck him. asswhipe.  whatever.  ANYWAYS.  i am 109 lbs.  pretty much have been staying the same weight, i was 107 lbs a few days ago but ive been eating too much the last 2 days.  ill start doing better though starting right now, cause i really want to be 105 by this weekend.  its taking all my power not to start smoking again. arghhh.  ahh i want a fucking boyfriend.  wow that wasnt at all desperate sounding.  ha ha ha. alright see yazz.