new piercings pics

sorry my stomach looks fat, i gained weight:( but im on my way to losing it.

Piercings!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! im soo excited cause I just..wait for it...got my bellybutton AND my cartilage on my right ear pierced.  I had my left ear cartilage pierced like 6 months ago, but I got it done at the mall and they didnt know what they were doing so had to take it out tonight, and i got the same thing done only by a professional piercer this time and on my right ear.  anywho..i wanna take a pic and post it so ill do that for my next post, cause I dont feel like it right now, i actually have to go to the store to get saline solution, anti-bacterial soap and q-tips now, so maybe when I get back.  nobody knows yet about my navel piercing haha, just me and the blog ofcourse, so whoever reads this.  some of my friends probably wouldnt "agree" with my piercing, but some would be like Hells Yeah, so I'll just have to tell those friends.  Cause I feel like I wanna tell some people.  Alright well untill next time_kayla.

my heart

oh em gee, i am soooo bored.  its like now that i work all day, youd think that i would just want to relax when i get home. not the case, i wanna do something. like eat cake...hahah thank god i dont have any. i have the day off tomorrow:) but then again not really, i have to go to the auto place because my friggin car's rear left bearings are super bad(i just found out the other day btw when i had my oil changed) so in other words my tire could randomly fall off when driving which could mean a flipped over car and possible death. and to top things off i have a doctors appointment tomorrow at 4 because ive developed a heart murmur and palpaltations for some odd reason and i have to get an ultrasound of my heart. <3(my heart)   this is a pic of me this past summer btw.  i miss summer:(

back to subject

its so weird, ever since moving i havent been eating hardly anything.  its almost to a point where i have to tell myself to eat because i need it to survive. so i try to eat a full meal a day, for example yesturday i had lentil soup and cornbread at whole foods. other than that i usually drink vanilla soymilk and have a few baby carrots or whatever. although yesterday i did have a soy chai latte at borders and those usually have quite the cals in them i think. like this is usually how i want to eat(not alot) but i always end up screwing up and eating a lot or something, but now its coming really easy to me:)  im wicked excited too cause ive been talking to a guy that i like a lot lately and im pretty sure that he likes me too.  so its exciting.  ahhh i cant wait till saturday so i can weigh myself, i wonder how much i lost!!  ok side note i just started listening to coldplays song "lost" and right when i wrote the word "lost:" he sung lost..ANYWAYS..i really think i have add or something i can never concentrate on anything. ok back to subject. what was the subject? btw this is a pic of my legs back a few months ago at a concert i went to.

so moved into the appartment this past weekend.  so far so good.  i dont have a scale but im pretty sure that ive been losing a lot of weight cause i havent been eating much lately due to nerves and just not feeling up to it.  im going back home this saturday though so im going to weigh myself then.  i cant wait to see how much ive lost haha.  ugh i dont feel like writing anymore.  im done.

well i havent posted anything in a while.  Mostly cause I've been having a lot on my mind recently.  For one, Im moving out.  Im really excited but also nervous. My friends needed a roommate so I said I would try to find a job in the area and i found one really quickly so it all happened really fast and now Im moving next saturday.  Its only an hour away and my mom said that I could move back whenever if i need to.  So thats cool.  Another reason why I havent posted is because Ive been feeling really guilty cause Ive been eating alot of junk and sweets and havent been losing the weight that I want to.  Seriously, I look fat.  Somebody took a pic of me yesterday and I looked at it on the camera and I'm like omg, I look big.  Like for a while I was fooling myself and thinking that the extra weight that I gained over the past 2 months wasnt noticable but it really is as I just found out by looking  at that pic.  I gained over 10 lbs, so I guess it was inevitable...anyways one good thing about when I move is that I'm not going to buy any junk food so I know I wont eat alot of crap or eat when I'm bored.  Also I'm going to be really busy so I wont have time to eat:)  On another note, Ive been watching alot of anime recently..haha I can be a wicked nerd sometimes.  Alright cyuz